"Don't you know you might find a better place to play"--oasis

a change and a much needed move. i feel a commitment coming on. it makes my stomach churn. commitment doesn't make me feel safe and secure. it makes me feel suffocated and nauseated. like...what if i don't want to do this anymore? one more thing with my name on it is out there. should i even be thinking about this so thoroughly? why did it take me 5 minutes to decide my sign name? why did it take me another 10 minutes to decide that i would keep the title from my old blog?

i know it's too much thought, but it's not going to stop me from thinking. i get to start something new. it's a fresh start...a clean slate. and it'll be my same old voice (though somewhat hoarse and unused), but that's still new to you. and i hope you like it and i hope i like you (yes, i'm talking to the site).